Hello, You dont know me..I never thought in my life I would ever be sending a email like this out to anyone.. I will make it short..I am a single mother with 2 wonderful children..I was born and in Ca and lived there my all life up until 4 years ago.. I now live in Longwood Fl..4 years ago my husband was arressted on domestic violence and when he was bailed out of jail he left the kids and I here in fl where I dont know anyone. My kids and I lived without power and water in a foreclosing home until we were forced out..My husband would call me all day long everyday and left the worst messages calling me all kinds of names, cancelled our health insurance and would not help us at all..I work double shifts when I can as a bartender and waitress in a bowling center and that about covered food, gas, school and hotels..Goverment programs gave me food stamps after when I filled out the paper work. But since I have a job they would not give me anything else, my paper work was all messed up letters came back saying they would have to track him down for child support and months went by and I never heard anything.. Last year its was becoming very hard watching my kids suffer, I never spoke a bad word about my husband to them..They would ask about daddy and I didnt know what to tell them, they are young and wouldnt understand me if I did tell them the truth, so what I did was sent them for a visit to him with a contract they the would be returned to me before they started school. (mistake) I sent them so I could try to do what I can to find us a home..When I tryed to reach him to bring them back he avoided all my calls and is now living in Tenn. with them and he will not bring them back, the money I saved for us to find a home has now been spent on a lawyer to fight for me to bring them home..I dont have family, my father spent years in jail for raping me when I was 16 my mother lost her mind and we hav e not spoken in years so I dont have any family to help me or talk to..I wake up everyday to a quite hotel, no kids to send off to school,take care of, hug, kiss and tuck into bed..He does not let me speak to them on the phone anymore.. I sit in a hotel until its time to go to work and cry thinking of what to do..I am not a bad person, I just never really have had a chance to live a normal life the only love I have comes from my kids that are gone.. Men have offered to help me but strings are always attatched so I dont move in with them. Plus if you cant trust your own father and husband who can you trust??So today I am at the front desk using the computer,. instead of sitting in that lonely hotel crying and I thought the worst that could come of this email is nothing.. So I am taking a chance and hoping this will reach good hearted people that would even donate just a dollar to help me .. For every letter and donation I recieve with an address on it , I will personally send a thank you note back and let you know how you have helped my children and I..I promise you this is not a scam this is real..I am real. I am a real nervous and shy person. I have looked for jobs on the internet to make money and I have been scammed out of a few dollars on programs I thought were real. If you can not help, thank you anyway for taking the time to read this and maybe forward it out to anyone you know that could help.. I will be checking my email everyday.. If you would like to you can email me with any ideas you may have for me.. The link to photo bucket on this email are my children and I.My babygirl girl is 5 my son is 8. I tryed to make this as short as possible there is so much more but I dont want to take up your time..If you would like to know more about me, my kids and life, please email me, pen pals are always nice to have..And thank you for reading this.. Signed, Broken Hearted Mommy Pictures.. My email: HeartBrokeMommy@aol.com